- 03.10.2007 Richard Dawkins is "Darwin's rottweiler". Thomas Huxley was "Darwin's bulldog". The problem is that creationists have "Intelligent Design circus dogs". We might need a "Darwin's circus dog".
- 12.09.2007 Terra can do dual-cast in Final Fantasy VI. If she dual-casts Ultima, will that be the Revenge of the Enchantress?
- 20.07.2005 Zen moment: This world needs a death metal cover of "Fool on the Hill".
- 02.06.2005 If someone says they like something, there's no right for anyone to say it's stupid.
- 10.05.2005 I don't know why, but for some obscure reason I like anime chicks with green hair =)
- 26.04.2005 If I'll ever found a software company of my own, perhaps I should use "pedestrian solutions for the Information Superhighway" as the corporate motto.
- 12.04.2005 More things that are cool
- Things people made that didn't turn out to be quite as good as intended
- 12.04.2005 Things that are cool
- Animated leaves
- "(something)" followed by "super (something)"
- 12.12.2004
From a review of a bad game:
...there's no competition and no time limit. You win every single time. So unless you especially like seeing a winning-screen over and over again that reads "You're Winner!", there is absolutely no point in playing Big Rigs.
For some weird reason, I think there's still point in having a game (not necessarily many ones) where you win every time...
- 17.06.2004 One vixen per 1500 lines of code, or I won't code anything. =)
- 04.06.2004
A slashdot article here is about a DVD player that does 2D movies in 3D.
"A company called Dynamic Digital Depth that wants to bring 3D television and movies to the mainstream claims to have developed a system that allows you to watch current 2D DVDs in 3D. They claim the TriDef DVD Player uses image analysis methods, developed by the company for their 3D content conversion service, to convert 2D video to 3D in real-time based on 3D depth cues in the original movie. It is the same company that produced the TriDef Movie Player software for the Sharp Actius R3D3 autostereo display notebook. "
There was something in this article that made me... intrigued. I don't know why. Something about an accusation about it being just a gimmick didn't feel right.
Hard to explain, hard to remember exactly how I felt. This is odd.
But right now, I think it's kind of sad that there's no 3D everywhere. I think I always secretly hoped for 3D stuff to be everywhere. Most of what we have now are... just projections.
- 28.03.2004 I want to create something very nice and name it after a terrible mythological monster.
- 25.03.2004 I HATE FLAAHGRA Well, not really, but it will haunt in my dreams forever.
Frustration.
Frustration.
- 17.02.2004 I think I'm still bored, and also the cold keeps me down. Still. I cannot think. I cannot enjoy things. I have to be cured. Anyone have the cure for common cold around?
- 17.02.2004 My nose is burning. =(
- 10.02.2004 If I ever start a new game company, here's the motto: "Tomorrow's games tomorrow - not today, not yesterday."
- 11.12.2003 My problem doesn't seem to be the depression at all. It's apathy.
- 27.11.2003
Trying to start a career as a Yiff.
Extremely nervous.
- 21.11.2003
"Electronic nose may replicate dog's sniffing skill
A new device called a "dog on a chip" may combine the benefits of technology and nature by not only detecting dangerous or illicit substances but by providing the electronic equivalent of a dog barking..." blah, blah, says Reuters.
"Electronic nose". I've never thought how cute that sounds. =)
- 28.08.2003
Coffeed. tired. need a break.
The problem is, I'm... bored. Bored with same websites and stuff. Same things as before.
Hopefully better things will come. I'm always hopeful.
- 23.05.2003 I hate myself.
Out of nothing a strange question came to my mind: "Where did I hear magic words 'velox neb'? Can't remember..."
Did a web search.
DUH. Of course.
Grr. I'm getting really really really stupid these days.
- 10.05.2003 glade-perl smmtfg meaning gtffngt nithing in particular. stt blog. grm dspp gnumakefile kjiewqweaskj glade-2 sdjqkweh GFFBrowser btbtünk-fnn-nn. e. hvn kpn kahvi. ... .... okay, I just wake up. looks like I wrote garbage again.
- 10.05.2003 Other people sit in front of the TV and get dumb. I sit in front of the web browser and get dumb. In the last few days when I played Ultima VII I actually did something meaningful. Well, more meaningful than reading Slashdot anyway. I need stuff that really matters.
- 24.04.2003 restless, hopeless, wishing things can happen. hoping tomorrow will be a happier, less restless day. Less shy day. Less tearful day. Day when I get some justice. I shall know in a week. I hope. I have always hope.
- 23.03.2003 Mysterious foodstuffs. Half a can of pea soup. Add chopped sausages (?), salt, white pepper, black pepper, maybe chili. Cook. Let cool. Boil 2 eggs. Chop and add them. Mix.
- 09.03.2003 I need my own firelizard. I can't live without one. Where can I get one?
- 11.01.2003 "We need less technology, and better; if the technology would be used to its full potential, our lives could be lived with a fourth of our present processor use..."
- 14.12.2002 I'm reading a Quenya language course. One example made me wonder. "The sun shall shine on your path"... your path? your? Linguistically speaking, that's a possessive form. Real estate aside, how can one "possess" a path? =)
- 13.12.2002 Strange moment of the day: I read stuff about Johansen's DVD case, and they mention "Johansen refers to viewing movies under 'alternative OSs such as linux and FreeBSD' as early as Nov-13-1999." And I needed to stand up with paw on the heart, with angel choir singing "Noooo-vem-ber 13!" (For you non-noders: That's the day a large amount of content from Everything was imported to Everything2 and it was practically the day when E2 was Alive - but it took a while after that until the final node import.)
- 04.12.2002 hmm... /me needs to find out how to bind chat commands in q3a. Whenever someone says "lag", the command helps me to quickly say "yeah, that's what they all say." Lag is the Universal Net Gaming Excuse.
- 21.11.2002 The Red Scare, the fear of
foxes communists, was preceded by the Gray Scare, the fear of wolves.
- 20.11.2002 silence, like noise without content, is very very very scary.
- 20.11.2002 Some Linux memories...
Hmm, someone mentioned Lindows in Slashdot, said its "menus were cluttered with software you didn't have but you could pay for".
This is very interesting.
I remember the time I was still a full-time Windows user... the operating system came with programs that sucked (wordpad, paint), but you could buy programs that didn't (word, whatevergraphicsapp). As a stupid user - and a penniless user too, I kept using this stuff, and since the programs had got significantly better when moving from Win3.11 to 95, I knew they would get much better in future, too.
You know, this is why Linux was such a shock, too: tons and tons and tons of software that actually worked. Right here and now. I could use the computer to do stuff I wanted to do without paying extra.
- 20.11.2002 Tuuh!
- 17.11.2002 too lonely to comment...
- 15.11.2002 TUUHA
- 15.11.2002 TIRED
- 14.11.2002 Mozilla/4.0 (compatible; MSIE 6.0; Windows NT)::ELNSB50::0000411003200258026101b3000000000505000b00000000 - these Microsoft browsers are scary... is that the global unique ID of the browser, or what?
- 12.11.2002 Things couldn't be much more... not interesting.
- 11.10.2002 New ways to piss off people: Among the fans, calling anime and manga "animated movies" and "comics/graphic novels". (Reminds me of Markus Kajo's comment: "'Kennel'! Unnecessary niceness that is! 'Doghouse'!" Doesn't translate too well =)
- 20.09.2002 I need to live.
- 20.09.2002 *sigh* nothing, nothing to do to make me feel better.
- 19.09.2002 I hate myself for feeling that I am important.
- 19.09.2002 I'm not entirely happy. Things are... just this way. But I'm not sad either. This is odd. This is very odd.
- 19.09.2002 Lonely. Lone, always lone. Can't do anything about that. Always... lone.
- 08.09.2002 Bushiness! I need some Bushiness!
- 07.09.2002 Today, I bought huge apples and carrots. Please, no psychoanalysis.
- 02.09.2002 A problem with Mountain Dew (now available in Finland too): Why isn't it available in ISO Standard Size For Programming Environments (1.5l)? Takes its time, I suppose...
- 02.09.2002 down down down...
- 02.09.2002 Strange... ...how a single word may make the rest of the day a complete disaster... maybe I just have had a little too much of bad words over the time...
- 29.08.2002 all cranky all of sudden...
- 26.07.2002 A moment of peace...
I thought for a moment...
...and realized I really don't believe in sense people say.
But then, simultaneously, I realized,
I believe.
The fishes have no concept of water.
- 02.07.2002 List of Those Really Nice Perl Modules is growing: HTML::Mason, XML::Twig, SOAP::Lite, DBI, Gtk::GladeXML... I suppose I should make a fan page of these some day. =)
- 02.07.2002 Ketut kettuilevat... sudet sutivat. =)
- 02.07.2002
From CPS-2 FAQ:
I hope the graphics codes will never get cracked, but by the time they do, we'll be playing Street Fighter 5...:)
MAME 0.59 runs CPS-2 games just fine, thanks for asking. What, they really expected a company that took several years to count to three to be able to make an uncrackable encryption scheme? Unbelieveable!
- 30.06.2002 I often have the wish... but not necessarily the will.
- 28.06.2002 I need a hug....
- 27.06.2002 Is it okay for me to like to use female characters in games? =/
- 27.06.2002 I rarely make such confessions... but I have to admit that tigers and lions are hot. =)
- 27.05.2002 soitellaan ja tuuheillaan! kettuilua...
- 27.05.2002 One of those days when Everything You Try Doesn't Work or Is Boring!
- 27.05.2002 Again thinking "where the hell am I, what the hell I'm supposed to do, and... bla bla... gagagag. bla. bla. gaga."
- 27.05.2002 I seem stupider than usual... everyone's asking questions I can't answer, even when I'm supposed to know...
- 22.05.2002 I can't write documentation? It's strange - the user's guide has a lot of background stuff, but does the technical section of this benefit anyone? Methinks not...
- 22.05.2002 I can't live in constant fear that my program is worthless. I have to improve it. I have to make it better. I don't know if it's usable, but it's there. I want to make it... good.
- 08.05.2002 I think I need that watermelon afterall. Coffee sort of gets to my head.
- 07.05.2002 Contains Small Concave Polygons. Some Tessellation Required.
- 02.05.2002 I'm depressed, but I don't know how to say it. It just is that way. strange. I'm depressed, but yet, in other sense, I'm not. weird.
- 02.05.2002 Exhaustion. Physical and psychological.
- 01.05.2002 I want to cry.
- 01.05.2002 What's it like to be without instant messaging? At times, this feels... unconnected.
- 30.04.2002 I guess some people don't know how much I care of them.
- 30.04.2002 I understand that people don't want to talk to me. I'm at times depressed. I know this because it hurts me when I talk to depressed people. But... I talk to them anyway because they need it. I know I need it, but no one wants to listen. Sorry if this is a bad idea...
- 30.04.2002 There is something or someone I'm lacking here, emotionally. ... that's right, I need something from someone. I'm not sure what and from who, but I'm sure it's not that big matter. It's like a stone in the shoe.
- 30.04.2002 Don't know if I'm cool... I think many others are much cooler than me...
- 29.04.2002 I'm dangerous when I'm in coffee. Or without.
- 25.04.2002 A way to control anger: Without showing any external signs of anger, I think of shouting at people the worst way. I only think, not do. "Move out of my way." "Why are you there, fool?" "Quit snailing forward and MOVE!" ...and soon enough, I start thinking what people would think of such things - they wouldn't like it. I release anger without releasing it, and I nevertheless get to witness what people would think of display of rage. And no one gets shouted at, and no one gets hurt. And I remain calm.
- 25.04.2002 C8H10N4O2
- 25.04.2002 Coffee! Coffee! Coffee! Coffee!
Coffee! Coffee! Coffee! Coffee!
Coffee!
- 23.04.2002 I don't think I'll ever get past TheBooBooKitty in E2 Best Users. The Mad Arcade Game Knowledge easily beats my insignificant knowledge of... uh... do I have a topic here?
- 23.04.2002 XML::Twig. SOAP::Lite. A lot of really, really, really great Perl modules out there! I love Perl. =)
- 23.04.2002 Connacht the Wolf from Myth III rocks. Furry name, furry behavior. =)
- 22.04.2002 Is it just me, or do all of the open source/free software video editor/video tool GUIs suck? I guess VirtualDub is the only GPLed virtual editor that has a good and easy to learn user interface. Now, take Broadcast2000, Jahshaka or try to encode an .avi/.mov to a MPEG on Linux command line without crying... bleah. =(
- 21.04.2002 People get angry far too easily. Never EVER do anything when you're angry. It will often lead to bad things.
- 20.04.2002 A fox joke:
What did a drunken fox say when he was asked about his tail?
"None of... none of your... none of your bushh... bushiness."
- 20.04.2002 In the night, only owls hear the screams.
- 19.04.2002
DVD: "Susien klaani"...
(ketun äänellä) "Ja kettujen Nethack-serveri!"
Dingon kappaleesta: "Tiikeri silmissäni..."
"...ja kettu hännässäni!"
Villin lännen leffa, kettuhahmo sanoo: "Nyt nähdään, kuka todella on Lännen Tuuhein!"
- 19.04.2002 Slashdot: "Black is the new Beige". That is an expression similar in logic to "Tampere is the Finnish equivalent of Turku!"
- 19.04.2002 Headache: The Coffee Frontier!
- 19.04.2002 Revelation: In Myth II tutorial, the teacher begs you not to kill peasants or pigs... but congratulates you for killing chickens! I did that with a fireball. Foxy. =)
- 19.04.2002 GTK+ Perl stuff documentation sorta stinks...
- 18.04.2002 Silly Fantasy Weapons, part n: Blessed +2 Chain of Command!
- 17.04.2002 I'm nowhere again. I'm invisible again.
- 17.04.2002 People aren't interested of my things or such... I just wished to be loved. I wished to be useful. People - I would love it if you would like me. I wish to hear thanks. That is all I wish.
- 17.04.2002 Sad. Nothing to write of. Somehow feeling sad that there's nothing anyone could possibly be interested of here, worried of not being read... but there's nothing to read of anyway. Darn. =(
- 16.04.2002 I wish people would be more honest in general...
- 16.04.2002 Life is, in grander scheme of things, meaningless. It's useless to think what the reason for our existence is. However, it's up to us to make our life worthwhile and give our lives a reason. Why we were created is not important; The question is, what are we going to do with our lives, since no one really told us what to do?
- 16.04.2002 There are situations where it is important to remember that you need to do what you need to do - but the goal for the sake of goal itself is not important. On the other paw, there are things for which goal is not important, but doing things is.
- 16.04.2002 I have an awful lot of programs on my machine that I don't use... This needs cleaning. This really needs cleaning. It's strange - I found interest in these things ages ago, and now I don't use them. Pity...
- 16.04.2002 Nothing beats an apt-get dist-upgrade in the middle of the night =)
- 15.04.2002 Pythonites: "use of whitespace means aesthetics and maintainability." From me, the Perl user: "One Whitespace, One sense of Aesthetics, One sense of Maintainability."
- 15.04.2002 I need to talk with all people I care of, instead of staying alone and complaining about things to myself. Communication. That's what is always needed...
- 15.04.2002 Battery from vending machines: Strong stuff. Battery from store: Not so strong stuff. Vending machine can = Store can. Strange... or maybe I've just forgotten what it tastes like.
- 15.04.2002 Argh! I just picked up Red Bull last night and I'm again hooked to energy drinks. =(
- 15.04.2002 The weekend travels were not so good. The rest... nice enough. I think.
- 15.04.2002 Got fed up. Signed up with spamcop.net. Hoping to be a Paying Customer one day.
- 12.04.2002 declare FILE="Enchanted Wood"; declare LEN="2:16"; openspc -t $LEN -p "DKC2 - $FILE.spc" | sox -t sw -r 44100 -c 2 - "/tmp/spc/$FILE.cdr" fade 0 $LEN 4
- 12.04.2002 openspc -t 1:47 -p 'DKC2 - Mine.spc' | sox -t sw -r 44100 -c 2 - /tmp/spc/test.cdr fade 0 1:47 4
- 12.04.2002 quake-x11 -game fortress -winsize 320 240
Greatest. FPS intro movie. Ever. =)
- 11.04.2002 Spam sucks. Redhat-PPC boxes where admins haven't installed ncurses headers so that I can't compile Mutt myself suck.
- 11.04.2002 ...or maybe the reality is that a) when I say something funny in the net, I can't hear people laughing, and b) in RL, I'm too inconvinienced by precense of others that I can't say anything funny - or, even get heard. *sigh* maybe this is too far-fetched.
- 11.04.2002 Yup, I'm not funny.
- 11.04.2002 Weblogs and details about people... I write things to web diaries, but I rarely read them. I don't know why it is so, but for some reason, I'm allergic to knowing of how people live their lives. This is strange, because I have no problems if people tell these things to me "face to face", in the net or RL - but if they're telling things to other people, or in these open diaries, I can't read it - it feels wrong. Is it wrong?
- 11.04.2002 Spring, days getting lighter and lighter, but last few days have been... *sigh* still depressing. Night OR day.
- 11.04.2002 (I need to find an episode because the Binomes sort of remind me of myself. "We are helping! We are helping!")
- 11.04.2002 If I need to speak Russian, I need to swallow the case endings. They taste bitter. =(
- 11.04.2002 Can't think. My fingers are moving on their own. There's a thought, but there's no name for the thought. I know, but can't name.
- 11.04.2002 Why did the crossfox cross the road?
- 11.04.2002 I'm not always out of touch with reality. Maybe the reality doesn't want to be in touch with me, instead?
- 11.04.2002 Abandoned. Not here. Alone. Scared. I really need a hug.
- 11.04.2002 Sorry if I have angered anyone. I guess I don't have a good sense of humor...
- 11.04.2002
Outside snow melting
out there wind takes with its wings
the first idea of warmth.
- 11.04.2002 This database was easy to set up. One table, no relations. Life without relations of any kind might be simple, but would it also lack depth and the joy of accomplishing complex things? I suppose so. But our life doesn't depend on SQL?
- 11.04.2002 Why do things disappear? Why things that should stay go? Why?
- 11.04.2002 Care. Care? I care. My form of love is that I care. I care of things, I care of people, I care of ideas. I hold on, cherish them, hug them, hope they will be cool, hope to make them even cooler, respect them, keep them in value. True love, in my meaning, is just that. Care. Care for whatever value; Care for everything.
- 11.04.2002 Mood database running... ...and somewhere in the deep, dark void, we're waiting for the vulposis.